You get what you give...

So I was having a conversation with this girl last night about negative thoughts and negative attitudes. It is sooooooo much easier to sit and gripe and complain and whine and bitch and ...well...you get the picture. But if you notice, yeah, it's a lot easier to be negative but geesh, look at how it makes you feel. And then dealing with those awful feelings sucks...like totally sucks!

As we all know, I have been taking a yoga class for the past couple months. I have truly realized how much it is helping me. I feel calmer, way less anxious, way less depressed, happier...albeit I am dealing with some serious emotions along the way. It is very difficult to let go of those patterns that make your life miserable. It is very hard to walk away from that way of thinking, to detach it from yourself.

So, but anyway, that's what I've been doing. I am now trying to reflect positive thoughts and actions and replace the bad ones. It seems completely true that what you put out into the universe is what will come back to you.

I've seen manifesting signs of this already. Please be happy my little ones! Mama FiFi demands it!!

True Faith

You're gonna lurve this shite!!!

I want to see you hazy Dazed and Confused...I want to see you come, compeletly used up...

I wanted to leave you Completely pleased...Sleep drifting above you Sweetly released...
I want to see you smiling Weak in the knees...I want to see you come, come Completely pleased.. ~Semisonic

Heehee...dirty dirty girl! Who me? Fuck you!

This weekend was very interesting. I walked out of it only slightly injured...my widdle toe! Thanks to those who saved it and made it beautiful and sorry to those who yet again I've apparently fallen under the MIA truck...

Don't worry I'm here. I felt a ginormous sense of delight this morning. It's sometimes difficult to face ghosts and hope and pray and try to find your way back home again.

Ps...I am now able to do pose number 4...HOLLA!!! It entails my legs resting by my ears...yeah...someone very special will benefit from my new and very interesting flexibility...heehee!

PS!!! MY FUCKIN TOE HURTS PEEPS!!!!

Is there anyone out there....cuz it's getting harder and harder to breathe???

Oh my little dudeskies! I'm glad to be back...I wasn't taking to Camila soooo well. She just didn't fit me for some reason...so FiFi had to return.

Anywho, zee breathing. I hadn't been to yoga in about a week cuz I've been ballsack busy and I decided that neglecting my body and mind was the perfect way to have more time to do the shit I had to do. Well, lemme tell you, during our breathing exercises last night, I about burst. I'm laying there moving from pose to pose and damned if I couldn't control my mind, couldn't control my body! I had to do it with my eyes open cuz it was easier for me to focus that way which is not supposed to be the case.

I have been super duper stressed out by work stuff lately...don't worry everything is/will be fine, but frickin stressful, none the less.

I'm so looking forward to tomorow (aka FRIDAY!!!) and the weekend...busy busy! And I cannot wait for movie nite---TWILIGHT!!! Edward, my boyfriend...yippee! Yes, I'm still gay...shut up! He's pretty!

So but yeah, gotz ta peace out now. Mwah!!!

Lie down next to me, look into my eyes and tell me, oh tell me what you're seeing...

...So sit on top of the world and tell me how you're feeling... What you feel is what I feel for you... Take my hand and if I'm lying to you... I'll always be alone...If I'm lying to you...

Soooo...last nite I had a mondo dance party with my semi-permanent house guest. This basically consisted of taking out ALLLLL my dance cds...tiling them on the floor and playing cd after cd...song after glorious song and getting down and jiggy with our bad selves. It was a RIOT!!!

See my eyes, they carry your reflection...Watch my lips and hear the words I'm telling you...Give your trust to me and look into my heart and show me, show me what you're doing...

And preeeettty much Dido won out as the best eva...yes Dido...but Air (I think) came a close second. I love the relaxation and don't feel too bad that I missed yoga either. After the cwazy yoga session I taught Sunday morning, I deserved a break.

I'm feeling mkay...however nervous about some things I hafta do later today. Life is not always a bed of roses my peeps.

Looking forward to the bright possiblility of getting in some soccer time in el park this weekend... it's sooooo nice to get OUTSIDE!!! Hopefully the weather will change a bit shortly.

Hasta la vista BABY!!! Mwah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Come Back Home

We are back in business. And that's what the blog is...business. You will see shortly why I had to revive FiFi.

Hope you missed me!!!