Sssllllooooowwwww....

I will have more later about my first footsteps on Bronx soil and the slumber party (yes, I said slumber party).

Slow - requiring or taking a long time for growing, changing, or occurring; gradual

Yeah...so that's the word. And yeah. It's kinda hard to learn the meaning of that word. For me at least. Unfortunately, I have to re-learn the healthy way to be in a relationship. But...and you will laugh at this...I want to take it slow, and then I get pissed as all hell that it's going so slow. The person upstairs is watching out though and making sure when I need to slow down a brick wall goes up in front of me. It hurts. But it's definitely making me learn. Dear Lord, let me please have as much patience as she seems to have.

...But here is a song I heard this morning that made me think of someone. I know she likes it. *smiles*

"Show me how you do that trick The one that makes me scream" she said "The one that makes me laugh" she said And threw her arms around my neck "Show me how you do it And I promise you I promise that I'll run away with you I'll run away with you" Spinning on that dizzy edge I kissed her face and kissed her head And dreamed of all the different ways I had To make her glow "Why are you so far away?" she said "Why won't you ever know that I'm in love with you That I'm in love with you" You Soft and only You Lost and lonely You Strange as angels Dancing in the deepest oceans Twisting in the water You're just like a dream Daylight licked me into shape I must have been asleep for days And moving lips to breathe her name I opened up my eyes And found myself alone alone Alone above a raging sea That stole the only girl I loved And drowned her deep inside of me~~ The Cure-Just Like Heaven